I seriously am! One night and then my project starts…
I have all these mixed up feelings inside of me about this. Will I actually do it and follow it through? Will I just give up like always? What if I succeed and don’t give up, what then? Will I make myself proud and feel awesome? Will my goal of being happier, healthier and seeing myself differently truly happend?

There would be millions of other questions that want to mess my head but I think it’s better to calm them down and sleep and take it easy and see what tomorrow brings. And RUN! 🙂