So, you really get what you wish for…
Annoying, for sure!
Two days ago, I wrote how I want to be able to enjoy life with less headphones and music, well now I’m in the middle of that struggle. Not fun!
And it happened just like I wished but basically not how I wanted of expected. Yes, my phone works, except that all my music has disappeared, just vanished in to the sky and I feel more lost than ever!! I knew that music is super duper important and huge part of me and my life, but the thing that I wanted to reduce is killing me now that I can’t do it like I used to.
It’s not like I can’t listen to music with any other device, but I’m so use to having all on my phone that I feel naked without it.
I didn’t know that I could be so angry, frustrated and ready to throw the whole phone in the ocean if there would be one close :D.
It took me, again, some time before I realized that this is exactly what I wanted to happen, not what I really obliviously wanted but maybe needed more.
Again I was out with my dog, when out of nowhere I started laughing out loud with myself. Realizing what happened and how I reacted :D.
I pray, I believe in my own way that there is some higher being, not sure what but I do. And I have these moments when I feel like something is an answer to my prayer and this is definitely one of those moments. Thank you higher being for calming me down and really making me learn how to be maybe little bit more patient.
Breath in, Run out. 🙂 That’s my motto!
Well, here’s one of my new artist love anyway 😉