Sometimes life throws you a curveball, and now I got one. In couple of days I’m flying to Finland for a month and a half. I was supposed to fly there for christmas but got a chance to go early and spend more time with my family and friends. But that also meant that I would have to be without my Bf and doggy for that time and that freaked me out really good!
It feels like this 50/50 good bad situation in every way. It also made me think about moving back to Finland and leaving Hannover behind, then all of sudden I started realizing that I might miss from here. So the last couple of weeks have been such a emotional roller coaster, thoughts going from other end to another. It’s also super tiring… I have felt tired all the time without any good reason and just exhausted by thinking way too much.
Also, we had awesome weekend in London, and after that or more like there, my food choices have gone to all poopy and back to those that I have been changing for almost a year now… Not happy with that at all! Let the detox begin!! 🙂
The past month has been so full of awesome new things and experiences that I don’t always understand that they are really happening to me. I was excepted to run the Berlin Marathon next years September, and on top of that I’m running the Berlin Half next March!! Pretty awesome, let’s make those dreams come true I say :). I have been running like crazy person from pure joy, been able to run in London was a dream, met so amazing people, so happy!! And in London also another huge dream came true, I got to see my favorite American Football team, The San Francisco 49ers play at the Wembley!! So dreams sure does come true!! 😀
I might be afraid and stoked at the same time to go to Finland for that long, but I try my best to see the good in everything. And there are so much good too! I get to see my little sister every day for month and a half, that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Can’t wait! It’s also so nice to see my best friends more than couple of hours. And go to the sauna, whaaat!!! And the most and best and amazing thing… spend christmas with my whole family in Finland and have my best friend/bf there too. Love!
One thing that I was hoping to change in my last posts was to be able to run without music… I have done it now for maybe 5 or something times. And I love it! I haven’t used my headphones pretty much at all anymore, so that is on good progress, nice!
I also got a change of a lifetime (at least for me) to test run some Nike Trail running shoes and give feedback from how I felt about them. The person who made this possible for me is my Fairy Running Shoe Godmother, who also design my favorite running shoe from Nike. HOW LUCKY AM I!!!!!! 😀
I feel like my head is not in the game completely at the moment so I continue packing my stuff to go away from this home to another and try to calm my nerves at the same time :).
Here’s “some” photos from what’s been going on since my last post. More to come soon! 🙂