Fear. That actually invisible poophead that sometimes paralyzes us so bad that we can’t do anything. I hate you!
Fear has been keeping me from doing things most of my life. Since I started running I’ve been slowly getting this courage to do and try things and pushing fear further away from me. That doesn’t mean that I nevr fear, oh I do, alot! But I can’t make myself believe anymore that I can’t because I did stuff through running that made realize that I can! Again running is the reason why I am better than I was before.
At the moment I am afraid of the decision of really doing what my heart says and what others say. Like before I need to listen to my trusty gut feeling and not what others think is right. This is my only life and I have to make the decisions in it, no one else!!